Why haven’t I tried
Why haven’t I tried
To persevere
To try and do the good that I could
What would people think?
Or say?
Don’t
You might fall sick
Just keep away
Do your duty
To your family
Things will be
Taken care of
There are so many other
Kind souls
Yes
The problems
Will be resolved
Through prayer
God will act
Why does that leave me
With an empty heart?
That little boy I could teach
But what if
I did fall sick
What would happen
To my children
God will take care
Someone else will
Why does it leave me
With an empty heart?
I’m a misfit I’m sure
People around me
Don’t feel
The way I do
There are some
Who live a life
Of sacrifice
Living their life
For others
When I see
The wealth
The intellect
God has provided
All I do
Is twiddle my thumbs
Out of fear
Of rehab
The price of
Sanity
Is very steep
Am I doing
The right Thing
Burying my talents?
My answer is no
Because
Of
The discontent heart
The day will come
When I’ll be free
I would help
The maids I think
They who slog
Without a break
No Saturdays off
Nor Sundays
Without them
Our life uncomfortable
They day they take
A break
We question them
Couldn’t they send
Another
To their cousin’s funeral?
Their husbands drink
They beat
They carry on
For their children
Bonus time
We buy them sweets
Or a saree
When all they need
Is the money
I would like
To them empower
Give them skills
Making Xmas sweets?
Baby sitting?
Nursing the old?
Professional cleaning?
At a decent wage
A weekend off
Some insurance?
Aren’t they also
Covered
By minimum wage?
By inflation
They’re hardest hit
But it’s we who complain
That money’s tight
We can’t give them
Another rise
Many thoughts but
All in the mind
Can’t express
Out of fear
Of rehab
My children now
They understand
My husband too
But why still
There
The hesitation
The fear
Of rehab?
I try to start
Opposition
The stress
It will make you sick
You help I say
In the work
Take my stress and make it yours
I may not be able
To do what I plan
But there may not be
Emptiness
In my heart
Till I think
Of something else
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